I'm a pain pig - ian88bottom

30 May

30May

I love to get slapped, punched hard in the face and head, choked, and whipped with a belt. And I take brutal fucks in the ass that hurt.

One thing I'm especially looking for is getting my ass whipped with a belt.

My stepdad was a drunken ass and used to hit my mom and me and my sister. I would try to protect them by making him mad at me instead, so he would hit me and not them. His favorite was using a belt to whip my ass. And he did it hard.

This was a pretty regular (at least twice a week) thing from when I was 8 years old until I was 19. When I was 8, I had to do something to get his attention. When he was screaming at my mom or sister for something, i would have to do something so he would focus on me. Usually I would throw something at him or try to kick him to get him away from my mom or sister. When I did that it made him even madder, and he would grab me and drag me to my room and whip me with a belt. His goal was always to make me cry. He would hit me hard with the belt on my bare ass, thighs and back, and keep hitting me until I cried. At first it would be only a few minutes because it hurt nd i was just a dumb little kid. But as I got closer to my teen years, I tried not to give him the satisfaction of making me cry. So I learned to take the pain. That just meant he would whup my ass harder and longer.

It didn't take long before he knew what i was doing, always trying to get his attention when he was screaming at my mom. I didn't want him to hurt her or my younger sister. I did it every time he was mad to protect them. After a while he knew what I was doing and so did my mom. There were times when they were fighting late at night and I'd be asleep in my room. And he'd start screaming for me and eventually come in my room and grab me and pull me out of bed and either whip my ass with his belt or slap my face several times really hard. Other times he would come home from work just pissed off about something that happened and he would would be yelling and screaming and swearing as soon as he walked through the door. He would just grab my arm and either take me to my room or out to the garage or down into the basement. He never had to tell me what to do. i always took my shirt and pants and underwear off and either laid on my bed in my room, or out in the garage I would bend over his workbench, or down in the basement there was a couch and a table i could either lay on on bend over. And I would hear him unbuckle his belt and it gave me a boner every time. He never said anything about that. Nor did he ever touch me sexually or say anything sexually about this. To him this was a way to release stress. He worked hard. His boss was an ass. My mom nagged him. He was just an angry guy and he drank a lot. Whipping me with a couple times a week with a belt for about 12 years was what got him to calm down. And it kept him from hitting my mom and sister.

That's why I let him keep doing it all through high school and until I was 19, almost 20 actually. Then he died. He had a massive heart attack at work one day. That was about 4 years ago. If he was still alive I'd still drop my pants for him to use his belt on me to protect my mom and sister.

I found out later that as a kid he was physically abused by his own dad and grandpa. For him it was a release for stress and anger. For me it turned into a fetish. I found a few guys to whip me with a bely. And a few guys who like to slap and punch and hurt me while they face fuck me or fuck my ass. But I need more, I want to get back to where I am getting ass whipped hard 2 or 3 times a week. If you can help me, please message me.